Louise L Hay
We all go through things in life that make us feel as if life is an eternity of jumping through hoops and suffering cruel and unusual punishment for things that we might not yet understand. The new age is knocking on our door and change is in the air. There is no denying it. I remember in 2011 there was change happening everywhere and in the past few months I have felt this dull wherever I go. Everyone I know has been more reserved and honestly more depressed. Personally I have noticed myself being the most edgy I have ever been and the world has taken on these colors of black and gray...Things have been looking more up recently but it is weird to think this change could spread so far in such a parallel pattern. It makes so much sense that people are experiencing these extremes with in themselves, the world is energetically preparing us to overcome the mundane energy that runs so deep with in us. It is a type of binge before the purge to put it so crudely. We are experiencing the worse before we can throw out the things we dislike about our lives and ourselves in a pursuit of a happier existence and ultimately a clearer state of mind to make up a more beautiful and peaceful world.
This change does have something to do with manifestation. Recently I have noticed that manifestation has been my handiest tool ever since I was 3. Without knowing it I manifesting several things from my red hair to my pale skin, even to my intelligence and spiritual development. It is crazy to think that even now I can change myself at will. Recently I wanted to be taller so I sent that intent out into the universe and with in a month I grew 1.5 inches (and probably a bit more). There is no denying it for myself anymore but I realized my biggest block in using this energy is myself! My constant stress is actually stopping my development in the world and ultimately the progress of my manifestations! It is insane to think about but every since I've been feeling a little more level headed it has become clear to me that even a minute mediation everyday is enough to clear your mind of negative thoughts. This mediation can include anything from actually sitting in silence to exercising or drawing.